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An Author's Confession

201 words

Two chapters had just been finished. It was almost two in the morning.

I've been updating very late recently, and I feel deeply ashamed. Some of my readers have to stay up until the dead of night just to see the new chapters.

The main reason is that, for the past two or three months, I've been in a state of mental exhaustion. Maybe it's because this book has reached nearly two million words—a kind of spiritual fatigue naturally sets in. There are times when I open the Word document and just stare at it blankly, unable to write a single line. Still, I've been trying my best to keep up with the updates.

But I refuse to write carelessly.

That's why, if I can't write, I'd rather delay the update. This habit has led to my updates being very late very often.

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I think the worst of this mental fatigue phase is finally passing. It's like that ultimate moment of pain during a long-distance run. It only lasts for a limited stretch.

Once you push through that, everything is fine.

Just give me a little more time, Tomato...

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Finally, let me apologize once again.

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...(To be continued.)