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Surveillance

1,133 words

"Son, don't forget to take your medicine!"

Once the sound of the voice faded outside the door, Li Huowang let out a sigh. He finally had a moment to sort through his thoughts, to piece together exactly what had happened last night.

First of all, he couldn't be too certain right now. Last night had been too vague. Maybe he had just seen wrong.

If he wanted to confirm whether someone was following him, he needed concrete evidence.

Otherwise, everyone would just think he was losing his mind. The image he had in their eyes right now was already bad enough.

And besides, Li Huowang wasn't entirely sure he could trust what he saw and heard either.

A flicker of hesitation crossed his face. He picked up his phone and quickly typed into the search bar.

I feel like someone is watching me with ill intent, trying to harm me. What could be the reason?

After entering the line, various answers appeared. Li Huowang scrolled down rapidly until his finger suddenly stopped on one entry.

Persecutory delusion.

The patient firmly believes, without basis, that certain individuals, groups, or organizations are engaging in harmful activities against them—such as poisoning their food, tracking them, or plotting conspiracies. These beliefs stem from pathological reasoning and distorted convictions, neither aligning with objective reality nor the patient's educational background. The content of the delusion is often absurd, yet the patient remains utterly convinced and cannot be reasoned with or corrected by personal experience.

Reading this, Li Huowang's fingers began to tremble slightly. A terrifying speculation crept into his mind.

"Could I really have a mental illness?"

He opened his phone's contacts and scrolled to Yi Donglai's number.

But after a moment of hesitation, he closed the contact list again.

He had just gotten out. He really didn't want to go back. He didn't want to make the people who cared about him worry anymore either. If his mother found out the result, how devastated would she be?

Li Huowang continued searching on the browser, various pieces of information flashing before his eyes.

He kept switching keywords—surveillance, mental illness, persecution—searching for a different possibility.

Then, another piece of content appeared before him.

In his later years, Hemingway's mental state collapsed. He constantly told people about his harrowing experience of being watched, claiming he was being wiretapped and his mail intercepted. Once, during a meal, he even pointed at two people at a nearby table and declared they were the agents monitoring him. This behavior was dismissed as paranoid delusions.

Under the pressure, Hemingway's mind truly began to fray, reinforcing everyone's belief that he had delusions and had become mentally ill. He was sent to a psychiatric hospital and subjected to electroshock therapy, which was popular at the time.

Everyone knows the final result. The broken Hemingway committed suicide. Many textbooks and books claim he couldn't bear the pressures of life and killed himself out of despair.

But fifty years later, declassified files revealed the truth: Hemingway really had been under constant surveillance. What he said wasn't delusion. There really was an organization watching him every moment.

"Ah!" Li Huowang squeezed his eyes shut in pain and flung his phone onto the bed. Difficulty wasn't scary. What was scary was that he had no idea what to do. No matter which direction he went, it felt wrong.

"What do I do? Is this real or not? Should I even go looking for the answer?"

Just as he was trapped in this dilemma, he suddenly felt that sensation again.

This time, Li Huowang didn't move rashly. The window was open now, and it was daytime.

He slowly turned his back, silently pulling open the left drawer. He took out a mirror.

Li Huowang bowed his head, slowly shifting the mirror in his hand, trying to observe the owner of that gaze through the reflection.

Inch by inch, he raised it. Finally, he saw a pair of women's shoes. His heartbeat quickened.

With a sudden jerk of the mirror, Aunt Qi's old face appeared in the reflection.

"Damn it!"

Li Huowang spun around in exasperation, stuck his head out the window, and shouted in that direction: "Hey! Aunt Qi! Aren't you tired crouching there all day? No one to take your shift? Want to come inside and sit?!"

Watching Aunt Qi in the distance pretend to leave as if nothing had happened, the phone at home rang.

Li Huowang recognized the ringtone. It was his mother's phone.

He walked out, picked up the cracked-screen phone from the cabinet, swiped it open, and put it to his ear. "Hello? Who is it?"

But there was no sound on the other end of the line. Just silence.

"Who is it? Sun Xiaoqin isn't here. I'm her son. My mom's not in. Who are you looking for?"

"Li Huowang?" A voice came from the other end.

The voice was strange, as if it had been processed by a computer.

Li Huowang's brow furrowed. The suspicion that had just settled began to creep back up.

"I'm Li Huowang. Who the hell are you?"

But the phone was silent again. Li Huowang pressed it close to his ear, listening carefully.

Vaguely, indistinctly, he seemed to hear some kind of screaming.

Li Huowang pulled out his own phone with his left hand and slowly began dialing the emergency number.

"Son, what are you doing?" Sun Xiaoqin walked in from outside, carrying a bag of fruit. She looked at Li Huowang holding her phone, a puzzled expression on her face.

"Nothing. Someone called your phone. Probably a wrong number," Li Huowang said, lowering the phone in his hand at the same time.

"A phone call? But my phone is broken."

"What?!" Li Huowang brought the phone back in front of him. On the screen, besides the crack and his own shocked face reflected in the black display, there was nothing.

"Son, what's wrong? Don't scare me." Panicking, Sun Xiaoqin rushed over, pulled Li Huowang into her arms, and stroked the back of his head, over and over again.

Suddenly, Li Huowang burst into laughter. "Mom, gotcha! How was that? Did I look convincing or what?"

Hearing this, Sun Xiaoqin let go of Li Huowang, her face flushing with anger as she pushed him hard. "You brat! You can't joke about things like that! You almost scared me to death!"

"Haha, I just saw you worrying about everything and wanted to cheer you up."

With that, Li Huowang stood up, wearing an indifferent expression as he walked back into the house.

The moment the door closed behind him, his face changed drastically. His fists clenched, and his expression twisted into a silent, furious roar in the empty room.

"What the hell is going on?! Is someone watching me, or not?!"