The Courtyard
1,206 words
Inside the clean white hospital room, Li Huowang raised the plastic cup filled with water in front of Wu Cheng, then lifted the yellow-and-green pills toward him for display.
He placed the pills into his mouth one by one, picked up the plastic cup, and washed them down with water.
And that wasn’t all. Li Huowang opened his mouth and lifted his tongue up and down to show that he hadn’t hidden any pills.
When Wu Cheng finished his inspection and was about to leave, Li Huowang spoke. “Are these pills expensive?”
“I can take more psychiatric drugs to reassure you and Yi Donglai, but that doesn’t mean you can prescribe expensive ones and treat my family like cash cows for kickbacks.”
“Heh heh.” Wu Cheng smiled without replying.
“I’m not joking. I know this game. I’ve seen too much of this in private hospitals.”
“When you have nothing to do, don’t stay cooped up alone. Go out for walks, get some sun, make some new friends. You might get discharged faster that way.”
After saying this, Wu Cheng pulled a key from the pocket of his white coat, bent down, and unlocked the shackles around Li Huowang’s feet.
Feeling his legs regain their freedom, Li Huowang’s expression softened slightly. This proved he was one step closer to leaving.
After Wu Cheng left, Li Huowang also walked out of his room.
He didn’t particularly want to follow Wu Cheng’s advice, but the single-occupancy room in a psychiatric hospital had nothing except a bed.
If he stayed in there any longer, he’d have to choose between staring blankly at the wall and sleeping.
Once he stepped into the hallway, the corridor felt considerably livelier. Though many psychiatric patients still kept their distance out of fear of Li Huowang’s “reputation,” it was much better than before.
The people in his mutual support group could now greet him quite naturally.
“Hey man, come to the common room to watch TV! They’re playing Titanic—the nude scene is about to come on!” the crew-cut young man with bipolar disorder shouted excitedly from the doorway.
“No thanks. I’m going out to get some sun.”
Li Huowang understood why people were so cheerful now. His condition had recently stabilized, and he was about to be discharged soon.
In a psychiatric hospital, only two things truly mattered: family visits, and discharge.
Li Huowang walked to the small garden behind the hospital, closed his eyes slightly, and sat down on the blue ceramic tiles, quietly enjoying the warm sunlight falling on him from above.
He savored this brief moment of peace. In truth, he didn’t want to experience all that despair and madness either. He also wanted to enjoy the beautiful things the world had to offer.
But in the past, it felt like the whole world was working against him, things piling on faster than he could dodge, with nowhere to hide. At least now, it seemed like everything was finally over.
Just as he was enjoying the stillness, a commotion broke out. He opened his eyes and looked over to see several people in blue-and-white striped hospital gowns fighting over something.
Li Huowang walked closer and found a thin, sharp-featured woman together with a young boy wrestling an apple away from another patient.
“Mine! It’s mine!” The man being robbed was drooling and struggling desperately. Li Huowang recognized him—he was the one others called moderately intellectually disabled.
The boy jerked his arms hard, forcibly snatched the apple away, and ran excitedly toward the building with the thin woman. But soon, Li Huowang blocked his path.
“Give me the apple.”
When the boy saw Li Huowang raise his hands with the silver handcuffs, his heart trembled. He remembered this guy. This was someone who had actually killed people.
“Here… here you go!” The boy, his face full of fear, tossed the apple into Li Huowang’s arms and abandoned his companion, scrambling away as fast as he could.
Li Huowang caught the apple steadily. He glanced at the name written on it and learned that the intellectually disabled man was called Gao Jinyun.
Li Huowang walked over to the man, who was crying on the ground with snot and tears streaming down his face, and handed the apple back to him.
“Th… thank you, big brother!”
Gao Jinyun was simple-minded. The moment he got his apple back, he stopped crying immediately and looked up at Li Huowang with grateful eyes while sitting on the ground.
“Next time you get food and you don’t want it stolen, remember to smear your spit all over it first thing. Got that?”
Seeing the man nod repeatedly, Li Huowang stood up and headed toward the building. He ran into Zhao Ting, who had depression, coming the other way. It seemed she had witnessed everything.
“Thank you for taking pity on him. A lot of people think he’s stupid and always bully him behind his back.”
“It’s not pity. A guy like this—intellectually disabled, locked up in a private hospital for life—his family is probably richer than mine. I just can’t stand watching it.”
“His family is that rich? Then why do they never visit him?” Zhao Ting quickened her pace to catch up with Li Huowang.
Other people might be afraid of him, but after interacting with him, she felt he was actually pretty decent.
“Heh. How different are the stupid from the crazy? Idiots have their own classes, just like the rest of us. Rich idiots stay in private hospitals, not-so-rich idiots stay in public hospitals. If the family really has no money or just doesn’t want to spend it, the responsible ones chain them up with an iron leash, and the irresponsible ones kick them out to dig through trash and fend for themselves.”
Zhao Ting seemed to be connecting his words to something painful. She stopped in her tracks and began to think, a tormented expression on her face.
Li Huowang didn’t notice. He kept walking. He didn’t go to the break room to watch TV—he figured the lobby was probably packed by now.
Instead, he wandered down the corridors, floor by floor, meticulously measuring every inch of the psychiatric hospital with his feet, observing this unfamiliar new environment.
Other wards and bathrooms weren’t worth exploring, and the kitchen and doctors’ offices were off-limits. As he wandered, he eventually arrived at the severe-case isolation wing.
The isolation wing wasn’t particularly big or small, but the entire corridor was dead quiet. Standing there, Li Huowang felt like he was in a prison.
He approached a thick door and, with a mix of caution and curiosity, peered through the glass window inside.
But after scanning the room with some nervousness, he found it embarrassingly empty.
Li Huowang moved to the second isolation room. It, too, was completely empty.
“What’s going on? Does this place only accept mild to moderate cases? Easy money, I guess.”
Just as he was about to turn back, a faint banging sound came from a room at the far end of the corridor.
“Oh? There actually is someone?” Surprised, Li Huowang looked toward the sound and approached cautiously. As he got closer, the banging grew louder.
“BAM! BAM!! BAM!!!”